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Coolest Kids Bed Ever of the Day: Can’t sleep, T. rex will eat me. Can’t sleep, T. rex will eat me.
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BAHAHAHAH. that’s fucking awesome.](http://22.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kugedo99LI1qzpwi0o1_400.jpg)
Coolest Kids Bed Ever of the Day: Can’t sleep, T. rex will eat me. Can’t sleep, T. rex will eat me.
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BAHAHAHAH. that’s fucking awesome.
xthis makes me happy to read, i’m glad that weight has been lifted from your shoulders, ewa. :]
thank you, Emily. I feel better now. ^_^
I finally did it.
I told him truly what I feel. Asked him if he thinks that all of the times in which he has dissapeared entirely for long periods of time don’t matter at all. Asked if he thinks that I didn’t care about it, if he thinks he didn’t even hurt me.
I confessed I’m not sure if I want to get close again. Because I can’t be certain if one day he won’t dissapear again. And I’ll be left here hurt, confused and broken. Then miss him, but won’t have any way of contact. Said I’m not sure if it’s worth it.
He…didn’t know what to say, then confessed it’s been nice to hear this. To know I cared at all.
I guess he understood that it’s not going to work again, not this time. We can talk ocasionally, but we’ll never be the same again.
I feel relief. There might come moments in which I’ll regret what I’ve done, but they’ll pass. I know I can’t be dependant on it like I did before. I need to get free, out of confusion, past and hurt I’ve lived through. I feel like I just closed a chapter on this.
I’m not saying I won’t have memories - I know I will, but…the good ones. The days in which I felt like we literally shared minds. That’s what I want to keep.